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SPEAKERS
Speaker 2, Troy Reeves
Troy Reeves 00:01
Okay, today is February 25, 2020. My name is Troy Reeves. I'm here with Michael
Westphall. We're interviewing Michael because he is one of the academic staff
award winners. That's a project that we're doing for the oral history program.
This interview is being done in Union South. So Michael to help me with sound
quality, could you say your name and spell your last name?
Speaker 2 00:24
Michael Westphall, W-E-S-T-P-H-A-L-L
Troy Reeves 00:28
That's perfect. So as you know, I sent you these questions in advance, we start
off with sort of a big broad one, which is sort of what brought you to UW Madison.
Speaker 2 00:38
Okay, um, you know, that is a good question. So it went like this, I was in
graduate school at Washington University in St. Louis, in the McDonald Space
Science Center. And so I was working on my doctorate in cosmic ray astrophysics.
And so, this kind of would have been in the late 80s, everything was looking
pretty good. And then, early 90s came along, right when I finished up, and it
was when the cold war between Russia and the US basically wound down. And so
that just had several interesting impacts on my life, and one that it allowed
Russian physicists into the US. The defense industry kind of took a big hit,
which was another employer of physicists. And that combined with my desire to
move away from experimental astrophysics for a bit, mainly just because of the
turnaround time and experiments-- 10 plus years. I decided I would spanned out
and look for other fields where instrumentation was kind of required, but that
the background of the individuals who have normally been in this field that
wasn't their cup of tea, so to speak. And at the time, that turned out to be the
Human Genome Project was kind of just getting underway. And so my wife and I
decided, how we'd about this was simply that we have a list of cities, we
wouldn't mind ending up in. And it was the first one of us to get a job in any
one of those cities, where it would go and figure it out for there from there.
And so supposed to be kind of a short term endeavor. And it turned out one thing
led to another. This would have been just when the gopher server went online.
And so it kind of would have been the start of the internet, so to speak. And
Lloyd Smith had posted a position on there. And Lloyd Smith Professor over in
chemistry, he, for his postdoc, he was with Lee Hood. He was part of the
00:03:00automated DNA sequencing endeavor. And so he was kind of a part of the Human
Genome Project. His brother, and his dad was a physicist. So I was like, I think
he had a soft spot. But anyways, he offered me a position to kind of see what--
what you know, we could do in the area of DNA sequencing. And that was, you
know, mainly looking for different ways, faster ways to sequence DNA. And so we
moved here with a thought of, we probably be here for a year or two, and I'm now
on my 27th. year, so.
Troy Reeves 03:46
So thank you for getting us here. And now probably going to go back a little bit
because I'm wondering what factors led you to being interested in
instrumentation interested in physics?
Speaker 2 04:01
Oh, sure. So as an undergrad, I was my original intent was to do mechanical
engineering. But, um, I had this unusual situation where I kind of grew up in a
small town in Wisconsin. My dad had dropped out of school in the eighth grade.
And their basic desire for me was to be an auto body repair person, because I
had started working in a shop when I was in high school. And when I told them I
was interested in going to college, you know, they basically said, "Fine if
you're would to waste your time and money on those endeavors," you're on your
own type of thing. And so, on the plus side, I was able to continue working in a
body shop to put myself through school. On the downside, it kind of limited my
options somewhat. And so I started out at UW Whitewater, with the thought of
transferring to UW Madison for their engineering program. But during that time,
when the, I guess the cold war between the United States or Russia was going
strong, there was actually a thing called the national need for physicist. And
so even as an undergrad, you know, it turned out that you had to take physics
courses and math courses as part of the pre engineering program. And for me, it
was something I could do, you know, it wasn't like, what I want to say, I was
overly gifted or anything like that, you know, it's like, if I had to write, I
hated it, I was horrible at it. But for whatever reason, physics and math, I
could kind of do without much effort. And then when the government started
giving you money to continue down the physics path. That's kind of where I
00:06:00stayed. And so I guess there's always been that mechanical engineer in me in
that I've always been more interested in the instruments and how you make a
measurement than what it is that you actually do with the measurement once it's
made, if that makes sense.
Troy Reeves 06:26
So so from you started Whitewater, I mean, you finished again--
Speaker 2 06:33
Finished out Whitewater then, and then went to Washington, yeah. Then I got a
job at the Institute of Paper Chemistry, which at the time was with Lawrence
College in Appleton. And so there, they had this very [word unclear] program
where you get your PhD in Paper Science. And so they had this whole facility, I
think it was funded by like 30, some paper companies, which could agree on
fundamental problems. And so they had just like any other university, almost
every department you can think of, and my first job there was in the physics
department looking at color properties of paper.
Troy Reeves 07:20
So then what led you to-- to Washington?
Speaker 2 07:22
Well, so then basically, I realized in this job, my first job that if you wanted
to stay doing research, there was an obvious, at least apparent ceiling that a
PhD was going to be required because it seems like they got all the fun toys,
and everyone else got less exciting toys. And so then, basically, I ended up at
Washington University because-- well as a sophomore, I think it was, I tried
tutoring, and just absolutely hated it. And I lasted for about two weeks. And I
just came up with this mindset that whatever I do, I'm not going to teach. And
so then, I was fortunate enough to get a kind of a full fellowship through
McDonnell Douglas at the time, which was still in business in St. Louis. And so
that meant I could basically go to grad school with a comfortable income and
never have to be a TA. So that kind of met all my requirements. And then, on top
of that, I could be involved with an area where you know, the type of work that
you do, there's nothing you can buy off the shelf, to, you know, detect high
energy cosmic rays. So everything had to be built. And so I felt like a good
match. Basically, it wasn't like I had a burning desire for Astrophysics, or any
of that type of stuff that led me to, you know, that particular location.
Troy Reeves 08:59
Sort of bring us back here to our campus. So when asked, how do you describe
00:09:00what you do?
Speaker 2 09:10
That's always a tough one, actually. So now, I guess I'll make it into a story.
So as part of first starting here on campus, when we're investigating when I was
with Lloyd Smith trying to investigate different ways to sequence DNA, we
decided to explore this area called mass spectrometry. And so that was basically
trying to make identifications of molecules based on how they would break apart
and the more or less the individual masses of the pieces that they broke apart
into, try to reconstruct that in to a form of identification and so turned out
that the mass spectrometer was really, at least in my eyes, just a very
miniature particle accelerator. And as a graduate student, I spent lots of times
at various different particle accelerators testing these, you know, instruments
we were building for cosmic ray detection. And so it seemed kind of nice, it was
just like this little this little niche, it was kind of like these nice small
particle accelerators. And so started looking at technology development for
those. And that kind of turned out to be just a good area to make a living in
that. I learned quickly, that the type of thing that I was doing, you know, I
had to view everything as if I wanted to keep a job, I have my salary, take 35%
of that for fringe benefits, add those two together, take another 52%, or
whatever it is now for overhead to the university. And that was basically the
amount of money I had to come up with yearly through proposals and other things
if I wanted to keep a job. And so today, I'm still doing that's how I survive.
But now I focus on doing mass spectrometry of proteins and small molecules. But
I'm still in the technology development arena, meaning that we collaborate with
biologists and other individuals who may have a question thing they want to
detect a measurement they want to make. But there's currently not a means to
make that measurement. And so then just put a lot of time and effort into coming
up with a way to get the answers that they need.
Troy Reeves 11:51
Knowing that there's no such thing as a typical day, sure, what are some of the
tasks you could or would do on a typical day?
Speaker 2 11:58
So on a typical day, so my wife as of now now we have about in the lab that I'm
00:12:00in with the PI is Jashua [word unclear]. There are, I should know, this
actually, it's probably well, five staff scientists, two postdocs, and about 12
graduate students. And so basically, it's kind of the number one task is making
sure that everything's kind of functioning for every one else rounds is kind of
like, not quite a lab manager, because I'm not worried about purchasing things
or other things like this, but it's kind of like making sure that the various
research projects are continuing and moving along and that nobody has a major
bottleneck. Then the other thing that I do is with Professor Coombs, basically
write grants to NIH. And then the rest of that I'm kind of more focused on doing
my own research, which right at the moment kind of involves combining cryo EM
and mass spectrometry together?
Troy Reeves 13:14
Could you explain what cryo--
Speaker 2 13:16
Sure so cryo EM is this technique of where you're using an electron microscope,
but now what you're doing is you're taking your proteins, or whatever it is that
you're looking at, and you're freezing them so quickly, that the water that's on
them or around them, doesn't have a chance to form a crystal like water likes to
do. And so it's what's called-- it forms amophus[?] ice, meaning that all the
water molecules are randomly oriented. And that's just important because they
like to set up a little diffraction group for the electrons. So if it forms a
crystal, all you'll ever really see our diffraction pattern from the ice. But if
you get this amorphus[?] ice to form around your protein, then it allows you to
actually use the electron microscope to image your protein. And so then you can
actually see what it looks like-- physically measured dimensions and get its
structure and all this type of stuff. And so then, I'm currently just trying to
take the advantages of mass spec and the advantages of cryo EM to-- one um
combine the two to actually make the sample. So that means like he's in a mass
spec for an end to do like the initials screening, non filtering out in the gas
phase, all the other impurities and things that you don't want, and then trying
to get them down onto a surface and within ice that you can then image him with,
with the tongue and electron microscope.
Troy Reeves 14:53
And how long is this research-- has been research interest of yours.
Speaker 2 14:57
Oh goodness, this is a relatively new one. It's another one of those things
00:15:00which started in kind of an odd way in that we do, we have a sponsored research
agreement with Thermo Fisher Scientific. And so they are kind of the main
supplier of mass spectrometers used for proteomics and other things. And so, as
part of that work, we have agreements I guess to like fundamental issues we look
at with them as far as developing technologies and improving the mass
spectrometers. And then a couple years ago, they purchase FEI, which is the
world's leading to TEMR electron microscope manufacturer. And so, then, you
know, they were just asking general questions about like, "Oh, you know, how can
these two technologies coincide, coexist," and then even I won't say it here, it
kind of sparked in my head, bringing in my astrophysics background as to maybe
what we could do to bring these two things together. Okay. And so it's been
about two years now, basically. So, yeah, it was just kind of one of those things.
Troy Reeves 16:15
So how much time do you feel like you get to spend on-- on your own research,
and has that changed over time?
Speaker 2 16:25
Um, I'd say when I was younger, I had much more time. Because I-- what do I want
to say-- maybe the best way to describe it is my advisor in grad school told me
the, the better you are, the harder grad school is. And that's mainly because
they know they can get something useful out of you. And so then what that is
becomes more valuable and challenges become higher. And-- and I think that's
kind of what happens in life in the lab also. So it's like, as you become more
knowledgeable with, you know, obtaining money through grants. And then you have
all the responsibilities of the you know, doing progress reports, and all this
type of stuff. And then just trying to launch new projects and get students
started on that he kind of get caught up in being pulled out of the lab, which
is what I fight against, constantly daily actually and so because for me, it's
still my, the happiest place to be. And so I still say that, in general, I
probably get at least half my time to be in the lab.
Troy Reeves 17:51
You've talked about this, as you've talked about your work. But I always like to
ask this question directly, particularly to folks like us that have grew up
00:18:00before computers--
Speaker 2 18:02
Right.
Troy Reeves 18:03
And so the question is, and is how have changes in technology changed your work?
Speaker 2 18:10
Well, I guess the biggest impact, oddly enough, is the availability of
scientific literature for me because I remember being in grad school, having to
go down and look through these-- they're almost like Reader's Digest of
scientific articles, which came out. And then if something like it would be
interesting, then you had hope that was on the shelf or get it from the whatever
it is. And so now, you know, the biggest impact it's had on me is simply that,
you know, like with web of science and all the, the access that the university
has, I can do a pretty good job of scouring the literature in a short period of
time. And I think it's also had a negative impact because it's kind of become an
industry where, you know, every day I get emails about new journals, new this
publish here type scenario. And I believe the quality of scientific
publications, to a big degree has plummeted. And so now it's like, even though
you can find things faster, there seems to be more garbage you have to weed
through to get to something which is useful.
Troy Reeves 19:40
And one of the other things sort of the subcategory of tech, not not necessarily
sub tech, but we're able to communicate with anyone, anywhere, anytime, right?
And I wonder in again, in your work, how have you-- how have you seen that
ability to be able to sort of instantaneous-- not get at the scientific research
communicator, but just get at people or people getting at you.
Speaker 2 20:07
Yeah, you know, um, that, once again has kind of been a 50-50 type thing, right?
Because once it became easy to get in touch with people, you start getting
inundated with people just wanting to get in touch with you for, you know, and
it's like you try to be polite and answer. And since, for example, people know
that, you know, I do a lot of work with mass spectrometry, technical
development, and now we have this research agreement with Thermo Fisher
Scientific, they seem to think that I'm going to know the problem with
everything that they have. And so I just get a lot of random emails more or less
asking for technical support. So that's, kinda like a downside. But a plus side
00:21:00is, yeah, it's kind of like, you know, I can talk to anyone anywhere, and it
doesn't have to be a big ordeal. So I am also kind of a believer in that, you
know, I think conferences are becoming data. So you have 20, some years ago,
let's say before the internet, before electronic publishing, you know,
conferences were a good way to get out, see where other people in the field were
doing and find out where they're at. Now, you know, no one's going to dare speak
about anything that's not already published. And so, for the most part, it's
like you kind of know, all you need to know without going to any conference. But
they still appear to be popular.
Troy Reeves 21:57
Yes. So we're going to talk a little bit. Well, actually, I'm going to talk
about-- I'm going to skip one and then come-- come back to it. So the question
is, do you think about the relationship between faculty and staff?
Speaker 2 22:17
Okay, yeah, um, so, that's an interesting one, basically. And so I would say,
the way the hierarchy is set up here at the university, I've always had very
good relationships with the faculty of who I've been employed under-- are
working with basically. So like, Joshua Kuhn and Lloyd Smith, I would say,
outside of that, I don't think I kind of exist in the university or, you know,
other faculties or other departments, or whatever it may be. And I know a lot of
other universities, in fact, where I went to grad school, more than 30 years
ago, already had, for example, research professor positions. And I know he
places like Duke now I don't even have research professor positions have just
called Professor positions, either teaching or non teaching. And always kind of
felt like this university is way behind on that.
Troy Reeves 23:33
And that, assume I-- well, I'm gonna ask it that and so has that always-- have
you always felt that way in the twenty-seven years that you've been here.
Speaker 2 23:41
I have because I sit and I look at-- you know, part of it is like, you know, I
could have chosen to play the game, but I didn't and then I just think about
like, the amount of money that I helped bring in versus but many professors
actually bring in and all this type of stuff, I kind of feel like you know,
00:24:00certainly on par if not exceeding and but yet at the same time, it's like kind
of not acknowledged, right? It's like you're not part of any department meetings
or anything like this, right? You kind of have no say in anything basically.
Troy Reeves 24:24
So I guess this kind of leads into the question above, which is, have you-- have
you been involved or chosen to be involved in academic staff governance or groups?
Speaker 2 24:34
You know, that has always been somewhat of-- ah this is gonna sound horrible--
but like a mystery to me in that. Since I always kind of felt like I was almost
like an independent contractor working for an individual PI. And it was kind of
like if I couldn't come up with the money. You know, if we weren't doing things
that we couldn't get funded for that was going to kind of be the end of my job,
so to speak. It's like I didn't see the university is having, you know, a large
impact on that. But there was a stint must have been around 2009, 2010. I was
over in, in the Astronomy Department for a couple years, because I kind of had
the urge, like, well, what am I really missing astrophysics, or am [word
unclear]-- I went over there. And there was a gentleman by the name of Curt
[words unclear]; he was the representative academic staff for whatever area that
was. And so then he asked if I would be the alternate, so he could switch off
going to those, the monthly meetings or whatever they were. And so I said yes to
that, but I still I can't say I did anything. You know, and I almost hesitate
bringing it up. And, you know, nor do I really understand, you know, from a
selfish aspect, you know, like how the, the academic staff, organizations, I
mean, that type of stuff is going to impact me, and help me even and I that may
just be naive on my part. I'm not saying it's anything that they've done wrong
or anyone else has done wrong. It's just kind of the path I've chosen, so to
speak, I guess.
Troy Reeves 26:25
Well, I think also the living on soft money. When sometime-- if you're living on
stuff, I'm gonna opinionize here.
Speaker 2 26:35
Yeah.
Troy Reeves 26:35
But if you're on soft money, I've always thought that because you're on soft
money, you need to be doing what the soft money tells you you should do.
Speaker 2 26:43
That's exactly right.
Troy Reeves 26:44
I mean, because you have to report that-- that's why I report effort. Yeah, I
mean, I have to report effort too when we do things like that.
Speaker 2 26:50
Sure.
Troy Reeves 26:50
I'm sure every year you have to report effort about this is what I-- this is how
this money was spent.
Speaker 2 26:55
No, that's exactly right. And yeah, and you have to, you know, I mean, I guess
00:27:00there's this flowery image out there of academia and that, you know, people can
research whatever. But truth of the matter is, it's kind of like you can
research what you get funded for. And, and it's kind of what I do.
Troy Reeves 27:19
So I now want to-- the last set of questions before the-- the last set of
questions before the last question.
Speaker 2 27:25
Okay.
Troy Reeves 27:26
Is the story behind the award. Okay, so the first question is, did you know you
were nominated?
Speaker 2 27:34
I did not.
Troy Reeves 27:35
Okay. So how did you find-- so what were your thoughts and reactions then when
you found out that you had won this award?
Speaker 2 27:44
Okay, so the build up to the award, or how this all kind of came about is that
there is an honorary research professor title here on campus. And so the, the
gentleman that I'm currently working for Josh Kuhn was nominating me for that.
And so he had to get, you know, letters and all this other type of mumbo jumbo
together. And more or less, he thought that since he had it, all this
information together, you might as well submitted for this award. And so I was
unaware of that, you know, it was very nice. Some past graduate students, you
know, provided letters and said very nice things. And so I was very happy about
it, you know, from that aspect. But it wasn't, once again, it wasn't even
something I was aware of, until I found out that I got it and then basically
googled it.
Troy Reeves 28:48
So, so when it says here on this, this nice thing they did when they-- the
website, the academic staff did-- says you're the distinguished instrument innovator.
Speaker 2 28:59
Yes.
Troy Reeves 28:59
So that's an actual title that you're the lab person that Josh--
Speaker 2 29:04
It's a -- so what it is, is a goofy one too so many, many years ago when I was
working for Lloyd back then. So it was always this question of, you know, to
continue increasing my salary. I had to find a position, which didn't have an
upper end actually, if that made sense. It was kind of my thinking at the time.
And they had these instrument innovators slash research positions, official
university title. And so I chose that for a couple of reasons. One, you know,
what I just mentioned and the other thing was at the time, I had every intent to
go into industry. And so I thought that might be like a useful title for doing
the type of thing that I wanted to do. And so I've just been in that category
forever. I'm finally got to the point where he nominated me for the
00:30:00distinguished portion of that, which I got. And that's kind of [word unlcear]
stayed. So yeah, I've been on the instrument innovator track for years here on campus.
Troy Reeves 30:15
What were your thoughts or feelings about the the reception?
Speaker 2 30:19
You know, it was nice. I felt a little out of place in that I-- it really had
significant meaning to some of the recipients and I could I could tell that. And
for me, it was still kind of like, this thing I did not have a lot of
familiarity with.
Troy Reeves 30:45
Where-- I forget where they have it where
Speaker 2 30:48
I think it was the Fluno Center.
Troy Reeves 30:49
Okay.Did they ask you to say a few words?
Speaker 2 30:54
They did. They did. And so then yeah, all I really did was so I did invite both
Josh and Lloyd. And basically, I just thanked them both for providing [word
unclear] with an environment that I could keep doing research on soft money for
20 some years, basically.
Troy Reeves 31:14
Right. So it's, it's interesting now that that we've been talking for over a
half hour. I'm now going to ask sort of questions about legacy because
Speaker 2 31:24
Yeah
Troy Reeves 31:25
But, but it's what I like to ask. And it's not that you're retiring tomorrow,
but you have have been here for a good chunk of time
Speaker 2 31:33
Retiring sounds nice, it'd be something different.
Troy Reeves 31:36
So the first question is, you know, what, what do you feel you'd be remembered for?
Speaker 2 31:48
You know, I saw that in the list of questions that you gave me, and, I really
didn't have an answer when I read it. And I really still don't have an answer.
Troy Reeves 32:02
Well, then, do you think the other question then, do you think-- well, I asked
you what you feel you'd be remembered for? But do you think regardless of what
you surely be remembered for, do you think you'll be remembered for something?
Speaker 2 32:16
Oh, I, I do think so. And probably, mainly by the graduate students that I've
worked with, over the years, basically, just kind of helping them get to where
they needed to be.
Troy Reeves 32:34
So--
Speaker 2 32:34
Which is kind of odd given that I have a you know, I know I really dislike
teaching and maybe it's like the classroom teaching that I dislike, but you
know, working, doing research with the graduate students is a different story
for me.
Troy Reeves 32:49
That I was gonna ask if you had seen that correlation, because earlier in the
interview, you said you, you tutored once hated it, never wanted to teach again,
Speaker 2 32:56
Yes.
Troy Reeves 32:57
Your-- your legacy is the graduate students who wasn't classroom teaching, but
00:33:00you certainly
Speaker 2 33:02
Right.
Troy Reeves 33:03
And you certainly taught them.
Speaker 2 33:04
Yeah. And it was kind of like, I always use the model. And this was like I got
from Lloyd, he just said, you know, you're the icebreaker. And they're the
smaller ships. And so it's like, if they can keep up and be useful, we work with
them. And if they can't, you don't. And so it's an interesting thing to be-- so
it's not like I have a set rigor that I use with every single student, and I'm
sure some see it as unfair but you know everyone has a natural abilities and
talents and some, just a better match for, you know, the project that may be on
at the moment versus others so.
Troy Reeves 33:47
Michael, is there anything else you want to say before we conclude this interview?
Speaker 2 33:51
No, I really don't think so.
Troy Reeves 33:53
Okay. Well, Michael, I want to thank you for your time.
Speaker 2 33:55
Sure.
Troy Reeves 33:55
This concludes the oral history with Michael Westfall.